Qiao Zexi didn’t speak. He returned to China for some time. As soon as he came back, he wanted to look for her, but in the past few years, she had already changed her contact information.
He didn’t know how to find her several times. He went to the places where they had been several times. People came and went to the streets, thinking over and over again, missing over and over again, longing for these places where they had been together to find her.
However, his hopes were disappointed several times, and there were thousands of passers-by, and he could never find her.
But I didn’t expect God to bless him. Finally, today, others came and went to the streets and saw themselves familiar with her.
Seeing her at that moment, he knew how excited he was. He was so excited that he almost lost his footing. God knows how much willpower he had before he ran to hold her in his arms.
I’ve tried F over the years. Qiao Zexi suddenly spoke in a low voice, and it helped him to know how much he missed and how much he was bitter.
Xia Yuyao looked at him in wait for a while and couldn’t understand his uncanny words. Qiao Zexi looked at her blankly and continued to calmly tunnel, I tried to forget you, but I finally found that I still couldn’t do it. In those years when I was abroad, I tried to associate with others, but they were not you. I finally couldn’t love you.
He hated her at first, and she didn’t want to believe that he didn’t want to believe that he could give her happiness. He didn’t want to believe that he really didn’t care if she was innocent. He didn’t want to believe that he loved her enough that it didn’t happen.
When he heard her say goodbye, he was angry. He felt that his dignity was hurt, so he resolutely left. He tried to forget it, but it became more and more profound. At last, he finally realized that he was not too proud but because he was young.
Qiao Zexi’s tone is calm, but Xia Yuyao can tell how bitter his tone is, which is better than this unsweetened coffee.
Xia Yu Yao’s heart was like being squeezed hard. She almost couldn’t breathe, and she tried to ignore that strange thing in her heart.
She is still superficial, and she is no longer the girl who longs for love, because there is a person in her life who is heavier than her life, that is Lele.
A family like Qiao’s can’t accept a woman like her, so if she loves her, even if her heart can still be stirred by him, they are predestined.
She took a sip of her coffee and looked up at him lightly. Zexi, a man like you deserves a better woman, and I’m a child now. If my mother has a child, I won’t ask for it.
Qiao Zexi shook his coffee cup hand and spilled a few drops of coffee. The coffee on the back of his white hand was still a little hot. But he didn’t feel pain. He looked at her for a long time in disbelief before he found his voice. F, what did you say? Children?
He could hardly believe that he heard Xia Yuyao. How could he have children? How can she have a child? Is she married?
Xia Yuyao nodded, Yes, the child was pregnant because of that incident. Her tone was calm, and it seemed that the past pains and sufferings were no longer important at this time.
But you were young at that time. Didn’t it ever occur to you that having that child could almost ruin your life? Qiao Zexi couldn’t believe that when he left, it was Xia Yuyao. After half a month, he never heard from Xia Yuyao again. After he went abroad, he blamed her for not wanting to believe that he could give her a better life. She didn’t believe that he could get over that hurdle in his heart.
He never thought about how much she had suffered in these years. She was a girl. She was not even twenty-two years old at that time, but a teenage girl like her was going to give birth to a child who didn’t even know who her father was. How much should she bear at that time?
At this moment, he suddenly found that he didn’t deserve to love her again, because he left her in the most difficult years, and he disappeared from her life for too long and completely. He never shared her troubles, so he didn’t deserve to love her anymore.
He felt as if his physical strength had been cut out. He looked up and saw that it was still her face. She is only a woman under twenty now, but from her face, she is indifferent beyond her age.
How much did she suffer? It’s just been practiced. Are you so indifferent today? I still remember that in those days, she often spoiled in her arms. Although she lived and did things independently, she still behaved like a child before him and needed him to take care of her like a big brother.
But now she doesn’t seem to need him anymore, because she is already a child’s mother, and she has been able to support others.
She used to be weak. Her shoulders should have been hard by the wind and rain, right?
Xia Yuyao looked at him and smiled. If I don’t want that child, then my life will be ruined. Because I am a woman, I can’t be a murderer who kills my own child. If I do that, I will have nightmares and think of that child often.
Qiao Zexi looked at Xia Yuyao in wait for a while. It seems that some people can’t believe that Xia Yuyao’s point of view turned out to be like this. After all, there are too many people who aborted their children after accidental pregnancy in this era. He never seems to think that there is anything wrong with aborting children who should not have come to the world. But after listening to Xia Yuyao’s words, he could not refute a word.
But looking at this, his love for her is even stronger, so she is the woman he loved at the beginning. She is so kind that she dare not kill a fish. How can she have the heart to kill her own child?
For a long time, he seemed to have made up his mind. He suddenly held her hand and said seriously, Yaoyao, I know that you suffered too much in the past, and it’s all my fault. I didn’t spend the hardest day with you, but I hope you can have me with you in the future.
Xia Yuyao wait for a while looked at him for a long time before she gently broke away from his hand and shook her head at him. Zexi can’t live well now.
F Qiao Zexi panicked with all her heart and said that her voice was trembling. Does she really don’t need him?
Xia Yuyao has got up. He looks at Qiao Zexi and smiles. Zexi, I want to go back. I wish you find your happiness as soon as possible.
Qiao Zexi looked at her far away and tried to stop her, but his eyes were wet when he didn’t know. He once loved and still loves women.
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In the evening shift, Xia Yuyao changed into a new dress. Yao Ye really reimbursed her for the money she bought, so she wore this dress without any burden.
Yao Ye looked at her and nodded with satisfaction. It’s rare to smile with a good mood. Little summer, look at how well you dress like this. Young people, don’t dress up in Tai Su. Sometimes you should dress up well, or else this youth will pass away.
Xia Yuyao feels that Yao Ye is particularly amiable today, and his attitude towards her seems to be a different person. I really don’t understand what is wrong with him.
However, she naturally won’t have a problem with the kind leader, so she is too lazy to go into the reason why he suddenly changed his attitude.
Yao Yeke’s appointment place is Jinyuan Hotel. The appointment was at seven o’clock. When they arrived, it was only half past six. The guests had not come yet. They sat in the box and waited.
Yao Ye looked at Xia Yuyao and laughed. Little Xia, if the business is negotiated tonight, I will give you a raise next month.
Xia Yuyao laughed. Boss, what you said is true? When did you become so generous?
Yao Ye suddenly unhappy little summer you say this is where words? When am I not generous?
Never generous Xia Yuyao lamented.
Although she thought so in her heart, she didn’t show it. After all, who wouldn’t like a raise? So she laughed, Well, it’s quite generous when you think about it. Manager Yao is very kind to our company employees. It’s worthwhile to kiss up to the salary increase without conscience